♥ BIG BANG

Monday, October 16, 2006

@ 7:20 PM

i really need a listening ear right now.
someone who will listen to all the rubbish that comes outta me.
and someone who will give me advice on what to do.
theresa didnt reply to my conversation on msn.
and neither will she reply my sms-es.
my parents are at home so i cant call zhiying.
and i need advice so i cant talk to my dog.
aargh.
but.
there is still him.
check first if he is online.
*later*
fine.
he is not.
great.
just great.
where is everybody when i need them?
today i think theresa was angry with me.
i dunno how angry.
but i knew she was angry.
cause i play piano with shumei and didnt talk to her.):
sorry t.
fine. next time i wun ignore u ok?
feeling really upset now.
feel like crying but cant cry.
feel like yelling but cant yell.
just have to bottle up everything like i always do.
after school went to kfc to eat lunch with
caslin, claudia and shiqi.
then they all started talking about vomiting.
and shiqi said not to say the "V" word.
cause she felt like puking already.
-.-"
then we went to shiqi's house.
we played and played.
then caslin go attack shiqi when playing halo.
so stupid.
they were supposed to be on the same team.
then they play audition.
and the piano.
then i went home.
then later when i went home.
i asked my mum if can go bowling with shiqi
and claudia.
but my mum say no.
she say bowling alleys very rowdy.
))))))):
*sobs*

ok.
seriously feel like crying now.
bye.

It's not the last farewell ♥