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Saturday, March 24, 2007

@ 1:57 PM

i think i am in the first aid com team.
kai lee sms me say: u in leh.
i ask her really? then she haven reply me.
poo.
i dont wanna join.
i dont have stamina.
i gonna delete the post about the class tee thingy in the class blog about me.
cause when i see it i feel like killing caslin, mavis and vanessa.
as in literally killing. i feel murderous at that time.
so i am gonna delete it before i suddenly go mad and slit their throats at night...
(ok so thats an exaggeration)
but i also have a bursting point.
so they better not push too far.
the other time during RE, ms michael say about in what situation must use 11 steps to decision making.
then mavis purposely say the class tee thingy.
you know what i felt like doing at that precise moment?
i felt like pulling her tongue out of her mouth and strangle her...
grrr....another person who is pushing me to the point where i am gonna burst is chinghui.
she is really testing my patience.
today during d n t jonas ask me help him do plastic.
i dont want.
i put his plastic on the ceramic table.
then ceramic and plastic knock together have piak sound right?
then she oi me.
what the freaking hell is her problem????
she like jonas ah?
his plastic her busniness ah?
not like as if i threw it at her!!!
or she jealous jonas ask me help him never ask her ah?
what is bloody going on with her?
she psycho or what?
and i busy doing the plastic she go talk to me.
i never listen cause i so busy then she say talking to me is like talking to herself.
yesterday when doing design journal i talk to everybody also nobody answer me.
I GOT COMPLAIN MEH???
she bloody cuckoo lah!
and today she purposely ignore me and talk to jacintha.
she think i will be jealous.
but do i look like i bloody care?
i just freaking walk away and let her effing carry on with her stupid childish act.
she tell me ytd that she will go recess with kai lee they all.
tell me for what?
go lah! like i need her.
then literature we say her never do work she go and cry.
when we doing that project she ownself say she never do work we say: ya, but never mind.
then she go and cry.
she is really testing my patience
all along is she lose her temper at me i never lose my temper at her before although i lose
my temper at a lot of people before. even theresa( but only for a short while),
one day, when my patience reach my breaking point and i cant stand it, i am gonna yell out loud at her to shut her fucking mouth and shrivel up and die.
i seriously cant stand her anymore.
i try to be so nice and tell her all the white lies.
but she doesnt know that best friends always tell white lies for what should not be heard.
and saying what should be heard nicely and positively.
i have been lying to chinghui for very long already.
but she thinks i am telling her the truth.
if i were to tell her the cold hard truth she would cry in 10 secs.
i bet on my life she has no idea i dont tell her the truth. i just tell her what she wants to hear.
she is too sensitive already....

blog later. bye...

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