i just changed the blog skin. its a nice contrast from the previous black one. i love it. :D

anyways, i feel so confused recently. its like someone emptied my thoughts into the washing machine and pressed the high speed button. i am trying to sort out my thoughts during my free time but they start to tangle even more. so if you guys find me contradicting myself sometimes, its cause i'm really confused.

i have decieded to be on talking terms with chinghui again. i gave her a note during assembly to ask her if we wanna be friends again. not close friends, best friends... just friends. she agreed. so we're ok now. i was totally struggling as to whether i should be friends with her. my heart and my brain really fought a fierce battle with each other but in the end my heart won. so ya. we're good, we're good...

saturday was st john. and there were only three sec 2s. kailee,huibing,melvin went for SL stuff, and christina went overseas. so i felt so lonely during st john. there was 2 hrs of footdrill and it was ok cause there was not much talking or socializing. it was during the triage and all the other stuff that sucked. and i was given 3 more walkathon cards in addition to my other two which i havent even started on... great. so after triage it was raining so we just sat down at the concourse and wasted our time away. i started to think about a lot of stuff until my head hurt. :(

its been extremely rainy and cold recently. the way i love it. <3

dad's in batam for his company thingy. he'll be home today.