dear diary,
i was nice.
love, clara.

i'm bored.
so i'm blogging.
i have absolutely nothing to do.
no dramas for me now cause mummy's at home at there's no time.
the only thing i can do is surf the net.
but it's extremely boring by the way.
something just got into my eye.
ow.
it hurts.
it's just 2 days to SANA deadline.
& i have asked only three people to fill in the stupid questionaire.
forget it.
i dont want the badge.
i know it's 半途而废-ing.
but still i have exhausted my list of acquaintances and relatives.
so i dont friggin care.
anyway i'm not commited to st john anyway.
the reason i'm there every saturday and every other activity slogging my guts out is cause i'm forced.
我被逼的！
i dunno how to say it in malay or tamil but that's about the gist of it.
I'M FORCED TO GO FOR ST JOHN.
if someday my mother comes to her senses and let's me do the one thing i always want to do,
i'd force a doctor's letter out of my doctor and give it to the cca head for me to quit.
then i'll gather all my friends and we'll go partyyy!
woots.
but that's just fantasy.
in reality: i'm stuck in this torturous hell.
anyway,
back to HAPPIER stuff.
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cant think of any happy stuff so far.
nevermind.
i re-phrase.
anyway,
back to not-so-happy stuff but happier than being in st john stuff:
tmr i shall go tuition and learn a new chapter since i have completed my WHOLE WORKSHEET on indices and algebraic manipulation!
woo!
clap clap for clara!
haha.
i know next year in triple science i'll die.
& my brain will most likely fry from too much thinking
but still 2 more years of secondary school than i can relax in poly.
yes, i'm going to poly.
i wont go to JC unless i've gone kuku.
who says someone who goes to poly cant become a lawyer or doctor or SUCCESFUL entrepreneur?
look at my daddy's friend.
he went to ITE but now he's like so friggin rich.
he can pay for his extended family to all go to hongkong.
in-laws and all.
it's the capabilities.
anyway
that's such a stupid topic.
i shall go youtube.
bye bye