HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUMEI!










today:
this morning went to temple to pray.
super smoky.
and i smell like smoke.
there was a SUPER cute white puppy at the temple!
&it was so frisky and running all over the place.
aw!~
then after that went to macdonalds for breakfast with parents.
it is the macdonalds that stands alone in amk there.
then we sat at a pavillion and we started talking about how nice it would be if our house had this sort of thing.
lol.
then came home and watched JUMANJI.
its been years since i last watched it.
and kirsten dunst was just a little girl in that show.
now she's grown up into "spiderman's girlfriend"
i'm supposed to study now.
but i'm too sian to do it.
rrr.

yesterday:
had to go to school to do physics project in the morning.
i was already pissed off in the morning.
then i was running late.
and my father was driving so slow and nisha called me and kept hurrying me and i was SO ANGRY I WANTED TO THROW THE PHONE AWAY.
but i couldnt and i bottled it up inside.
and i was already on the verge of falling apart.
&apparently michelle passed me her part of the project since she wouldnt be able to make it for the compilation of everything.
i didnt even know it was with me lorh.
and i suck at physics and i didnt even know what the hell i had to do.
so i just walked aimlessly around the canteen.
then when i said i wanted to go, nisha said she would kill me if i did so i just sat down and wantian gave me a graph to draw.
then they found out the points were wrong and yada yada yada talk talk talk.
i was so pissed off i wanted to scream so i called daddy who was waiting for me in hougang mall to complain.
then he told me to just go.
but i said they wouldnt let me go.
so he was like: they are not tying you there right?
i realised he had a point so i just took my things and walked away.
when i was there i became INVISIBLE CLARA. they were oblivious to me and i was redundant.
&when i wanted to leave,
BANG
i became THIS-IS-YOUR-PHYSICS-PROJECT-TOO CLARA.
&the spotlight was on me.
oh puhleese.
i just walked away.
cried abit on the way to hougang mall cause i couldnt believe i did that.
but ate sushi with daddy and all my troubles just flew away for jsut that short span of time.
oh well.
too bad.
who asked them to be at the wrong time.
my anger was already snowballing and they had to be the ones to triggered my outburst.
then at night ah kong came.
watched the wu zhong xian show at 9.30pm.
i think feilunhai a bit cliched already.
but at least they still look good.














i'm getting increasingly short-tempered.
maybe its the stress from being in 3 hum.