./edited

post number 2!
:D

OK I'M BORED.
mummy is not ready to send me to work yet so i shall BLOG.
didnt do homework today cause as i said earlier I WATCHED 태왕사신기 (Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi) / 太王四神記.
think i'll start homework tomorrow.
havent bought chemistry tys yet.
PFFFFFT.
i shall rant then.
what i don't like:
people(like annabel and chinghui) calling me 大小姐.
just cause i'm lazy and i like cleanliness and aircon doesnt make me a BIG SMALL SISTER(direct translation. i'm lazy to type the chinese words)
now you know next time i'll poke you if you say it.

i don't like people who are mysterious.
i like people who are straight forward and don't act like they are keeping a big secret even though it's just something trival. i like people who voice their thoughts and feelings instead keeping it inside making the people around them wondering what exactly did they do wrong.
it's like this sort of situation:
girlA: what's wrong? are you ok?
girlB: nothing's wrong.(bursts into tears)
girlA: what did i do??????
girl B: (in between sobs) nothing.
GOSH.
that is really frustrating.
it is understandable if the two people are strangers.
but if they are at the very least acquainted at least the girlB can say "i'm feeling upset" or something like that.
sheesh!
thinking about it makes me annoyed.
when it happens to me i feel like punching that person.
i don't like hermits.
not literally hermits that live in mountains in seclusion.
away from civilisation.
but psychological and emotional "hermits"
those who are friendly to you but when you try to be better friends with them they clam up.
blah di dah.
i'm like writing a more detailed profile here.
teehee.

oh and some people like to blow hot and cold and others.
like one minute WE ARE OH-SO GOOD FRIENDS
the next YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.
that is like *rolls eyes* + *major diao*
&i like FUN LOVING people!
i hate to talk to grouchy people cause it's like talking to myself when no one responds.
makes me feel like a fool.

&maybe it's a hassle for mostly-chinese-speaking-people to talk to english-speaking-people like me.
and vice versa.
so guess that's why i sometimes give monosyllabic answers and that half smile-half grimace when people talk to me in chinese.
like my godmother.
when she talks to me in chinese i either nod or shake my head or reply back in english.
if she talks to me in english i will tattle back a super long reply.
and yak yak yak.


that's the end of my ranting.
toodle doo!~




2.54pm 6th june
i hate the way holidays tear people apart.
i hate the way friends drift apart.
i hate the way tears fill my eyes at that thought.
i hate the way the tears threaten to fall.
i hate the way i hate being me.