it's 2 days to my birthday.
i hope it wont be ruined.
my birthday doesnt come everyday.
i hope it will be fun.
so far out of 14th birthdays,
2 of which were so ruined i can remember
them vividly as if they happened yesterday.
thinking about it,
i feel so sorry for myself.


today was a 70% sad day, 29.9% angry day and 0.1% happy day.
mummy understands me best.
she knew something happened in school when she fetched me and clau today.
i was trying my best to act normal but she saw through my act.
oh whatever.