i haven't blogged for 2 days.


1) i am no longer entitled to extravagant $75 haircuts at mum's usual salon anymore. due to the RECESSION. but she still can go for her hair spas and stuff. hmph. she's having her hair spa now. so i'm waiting for her to come home and bring me to cut my hair and some cheaper place. oh plus buy jeans. i totally lack JEANS. phooey.



2) my sister ate my DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHIP SUBWAY COOKIE and that majorly pissed me off. rwar. initially, i wanted to yell at her and stuff. but i figured out(within a nanosecond) that is would be pretty pointless. no point crying over spilt milk. i ate her favourite chicken feet. WAHAHA. ;p



3) it was major BOREDOM for me today during st john. i didn't want to change to PT kit and play games so i was in my full u hovering and getting in the way. finally at 1040hrs i taught the sec1s footdrill with celestine. END OF BOREDOM. START OF HUNGER. i was so hungry i felt like i was gonna vomit. eesh.




4) i dont understand the logic behind mrs ng's request that we bring our books to class to SHARE. there's a COMMUNITY library for that. and a SCHOOL library too. if they cant be bothered to go to the two nearby libraries to borrow books, they wouldn't be bothered to read the books in class either. speaking of books, THE KITE RUNNER by KHALED HOSSEINI is a fantastically, great book to read. it's brutally honest and vivid. i'm hooked. ;D




5) chinese oral is so screwed. i can only rely on the passage to keep me from failing. but unfortunately, i read alot of words wrongly. and even placing emphasis on one word i thought was correct but actually was WRONG. D: oh wells. I'M DOOMED. i would be an angmohlang for life.




6) who the hell can be so damn freaking bored to have sex with an APE? a chimpanzee to be precise. according to mrs ganesan, HIV ( human immunodeficiency virus) is present in chimpanzees. BUT it does not kill them as they have the required antibodies for it. so that goddarn person who had sex with a chimpanzee acquired the virus and thus AIDS ( acquired immune defiency syndrome) came about among humans. we dont have the required antibodies against it so it kills us. and there's NO CURE. seriously lah. EW!




7) i've had an epiphany.
/ I'D BE AN ABSOLUTE FAILURE AS A MEDICAL STUDENT/DOCTOR. D: i was browsing through the FIRST AID ppt slides. and there were some absolutely GORY pictures. like images of an amuputated hand, the hand connected to the arm only by a piece of skin or the image of a door handle embedded in a child's eye. or a laceration so deep the bone can be see. the amputation image was the last straw. i was so freaked out i wanted to vomit. it's scary cause it's REAL. those in dramas are fake so they are not so scary. but this is 100% GENUINE AUTHENTIC CASES.
/ in addition, this morning on the way to SJAB, i saw a myna(a bird) squished by a vehicle. it was an flat as a roti prata except for the head. apparently the vehicle just rolled over the body only. it's friends were flying around it tweeting morosely. oh did i mention it was lying in a pool of blood? i wanted to CRY.






8) i absolutely detest DEATH. the thought of life being snuffed out from a living thing just in that split second is absolutely terrifying. if the book i'm reading or the drama i'm watching kills off the main character in a sudden, i'll CRY. or feel like crying if there are people around and i cant just CRY. but you ask me why i'm not vegetarian? well i have absolutely no idea.
"the look in the eyes of a sheep for slaughter is that of pure resignation" <--random.







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