was watching THIS SHOW just now.
just finished ep 5.

IT MADE ME CRY.
D:


i've been pretty emotional lately.
lots of things that didnt use to be able to churn up emotions in me made me cry.
like taeyang's wedding dress.
i have to listen to it every night at least three times before i can go to sleep
or else i'll lie awake, thinking.
every single time i listen to it, it feels different.


i think i'm being overly affected by the dramas i'm watching.
hmm.



i told claudia i wanted to do smth.
i had the determination and the drive to do it.
once i was given the chance to do what i wanted to do,
my courage crumbled as my heart skipped a beat.
*sigh*
dont bother asking what it is.
i wont tell you.




i have not uploaded ANY photos from post-Os outings.
i'm too lazy and i do not have the time.
any free time is spent on watching FULL HOUSE.



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i see you and i want to talk to you.
but i'm waiting for you to say hi.

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if you like a person for x years, it'll take you x years to forget that person.
makes sense.
see the stuff i learn from dramas?
ULTRA-educational in a nonsensical sense.





tangled in an intricate web of love, hate and deception.

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i cant figure out some people and that ANNOYS me.
mummy says she is an A+ at reading people.
i think she's right.
she doesnt like one of my friends because ____
i used to defend her.
after that one incident,
i dont see any purpose becaue mummy's right about her.


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they should have realised i was right all along.
i had the maturity they didnt have back then.
i had the foresight to see that no self-respecting teenager/young adult would wear a stupid ___ with a _____ on the back with words that betray their lack of maturity.
i'd like to see what has become of everyone's ____
I. STILL. HATE. YOU. ALL.
(:
in your face BITCHES.
and here's the age old line to rub it in your faces.
I TOLD YOU SO.
eat that.


i feel so much better.
rip that why dont you?
rip that and post in the newspaper.
rip that and post it in your respective blogs and criticise me again?
DECLARE YOUR MISTAKE TO THE WORLD.
childish freaks of nature.
oh.
&you have no evidence that I AM TALKING about you.
you can infer all you want without circumstantial evidence.
then that would be SLANDER.
fucktards.
i'm gloating.
(: